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I would stop procrastinating. I don’t know why I cannot just get myself to do things right away. It would relieve so much stress from my life.

For example, I signed up for a course through work online and I put it off for weeks. I finally logged on and decided I would get started on it today. Turns out I was able to complete it in an hour, after stressing about it for weeks.

I would be such a productive person if I didn’t procrastinate. I have so many interests and goals that feel impossible until I just apply myself. I want to start applying myself more frequently and consistently. I do not enjoy stressing about things but sometimes I feel stuck.

I decided I wanted to start blogging and then I started procrastinating this, because I was worried about posting too much at once. I worried about my posts not being “quality” enough, but honestly I started this for me and I shouldn’t let that hold me back.

I do this with hobbies all the time. I will want to start a hobby and then I worry that I will start doing that thing too much and end up never doing it at all. Then I end up doing NOTHING at all.

Part of it is probably an addiction to my phone (esp tiktok), but it’s also lack of self discipline and I need to start showing up for myself more 🙂